Another friend of mine, who is single again is getting married.
I admire her courage to take up a new relationship.
For me, I have lost interest, lost confident, lost the courage to do that. Otherwise I would have been a millionaire's wife now.
Actually someone who is a friend of my childhood friend were interest in me and came promised me love, roses, money, travelling ... the promises given to me were so tempting but I still cant do like the frog in Ipoh, to close an eye and jump into the millions.
Well that is over now and it is alright for me because I am feeling as free as a bird and I am keeping myself busy and happy, although occasionally I am facing a different kind of pressure being a single but compared to the pressure given by a partner, this is nothing.
I am not trying to discourage anyone from a new relationship, but if you think you really have found a person who can be trusted, then go ahead and go ahead to regret if you found that is a wrong decision. Rather than you sit and regret you have not given yourself a second chance, *sigh* like me lor.
Again I would like to say, it is ok to try something and feel regret later rather than you REGRET later that you have not tried anything at all in your life.
Life is short, so lets enjoy life to the fullest!